Mrs.Smith&Jim... we love you!

okay so i know that there are people
way closer to them than i was but
they left an impact on just about every
single person that they met....

Mrs. Mama Smith :)
one of the most amazing people that ever came on the earth.
Every single hylton concert she greeted me with
"hello there miss brown" and gave me a huge hug.
I saw her on tuesday and i even took a picture of her.
it seems inmposible that she could be gone.
SHE'S LEFT A LEGACY!
evey person that she's met
with her kindness and willingness
to serve has seen a great example
every time we follow her example
she lives on in all of our hearts and
in the hearts of those we reach out to.
She was loved my the choir kids,their parents,
and all their families. SHe has made a difference.
Now she is literally Sky Big smiling
down on us all :D we love you!

Jim Smith :)
i never really knew him too well.
except for that he was a greeat friend to
my brother and we taled occasionally
backstage at music man. he made people
smile and laugh in every reformance
and theres been a study that says
that good actions can carry on for years
(like if i were to smile at someone
and it made their day better so they smiled
at someone and it made goodthings happen)
imagine with all the funny and good things
he's done he's going to have an impact on the
earth forever.. every time you think of him
think of him with a smile and keep the difference
he'e made in the world going.

they were amazing people.
if we all made one small effort to
be more like them the world
would be a better place.

lives have changed.
examples are set.
and memories were made.
Thank you both.
We are probably going to have heartache
for awhile with sadness and tears.
But soon when we think back to
you we'll do it with smiles. :D



i'll always be sad they are gone.
but i'm going to try to be happy i knew them.
and try to live like they did.



ps i was having a really hard time accepting this
until I really wrote this down. try it. now i think
i can probably smile at the memories instead of crying
about the fact that they are gone.

seriously???e

played outisde for a while
we were having fun...
but then it got retarded
same as it always does
well no actually that kid
got retarded same as he always
does... maybe hes what happened to us?

i don't know why I always get
my hopes up that things will
be better. i know it can't
be like it used to but I sure
as heck don't like how it is now :/

why do friendships have to change?
why can't things just stay the same
how am I supposed to feel
knowing what once was
is no longer even real?

grr this sucks :(

weekends!!! :D

are one of my favorite things
I love them so much...

the abilitly to go to sleep late
and wake up and then being
able to actually fall back asleep
is the best pretty much ever :D

I've decided that if someone gets
mad at me for being friends with
someone that they don't like they
are retarded because I think that
I want to be friends with everyone :P

also my k key randomly doesn't work
unless you hit it kinda hardish :D
so you may have to imagine them in some place!

Jessica is being dumb... she's kicking me
off the computer and she blames me for
losing her memory card but whatever...
her fault not goign to lie.... :/

Tessa just asked Ben if he showered
with his shoes on... and Bytheway (John)

I have been reading harry potter and
the i am rereading the host :D